Tuesday, October 13, 2009

12/10/2009 happy birthday to Frost

October 12 2009
daylight

Frost celebrated my birthday,
at "Wong Kok Char Chan Teng 旺角"
in Sunway Pyramid with my close friends of TOA.

Thought I was going to drink a whole big cup of milk tea =='
luckily its not ==''
Thanks to my friends for helping me celebrate xD
especially some of them~ (if you feel that you are one of them, then you ARE !!)
Thanks again >_<

picture will be uploaded when i am free, and i cant upload it now due to upload speed problem~
paiseh =X
need to do assignment ler~
chaoz~

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

There is always an ending on every story...

After a short relationship,
our story ends without any reason..
I never know why we broke,
cause she never reply any of my msg nor answering my phone calls,
maybe she's trying to push my away so that she can forget me after all.
But this makes me change my life,
I have to go on without her.
I've never think how would I live without her,
after these 5 years....
although its not very long,
but still...
its not an easy thing for me to forget about it...
Well, unfortunately,
I have to take it and move on without her..
Lucky me, Now! currently studying in TOA(The One Academy)
I was able forget about her fast enough,
after few weeks or suffering with assignments and my losses..
Thanks to my friends here,
Not even about her...
Now,I lost my addiction about playing games
and even my lazy attitude(better then old times)
Cant believe it! o.o
I never liked to do any homework before this, and
even though some assignment is due tomorrow,
I wont be doing it either...
But until now, I didn't even miss one single assignment in TOA @@!
quite happy now except for one little secret which I can't tell =X
Might cause people to think that I'm am not a good guy to trust...
maybe I wont... or maybe it will? I just don't wanna take the risk =D
thats all for today...
have to go back to my assignment,
so I'll be stopping here~ chaoz!

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

开心 / 伤心 ?

呜呜....
期待的这一天终于到来了
是老婆仔考完试的最后一个星期了^^
可是不知道该不该开心...
我是记得老婆仔星期三就好完啦?
怎么都没有找我...
难道她忘记了我的存在?
明明说好了
考完试再聊的....
等了好几个星期到最后难道结果是什么都没有吗?
我在你心中其实是什么地位?
从来只有我找你没有你找我,
那还算了...每次跟你聊天,你都很敷衍的回答我问题..
不是“哦"就是"嗯,知道了"
这还难怪我们没东西聊的嘛...haiz..
想解决我们的问题,但该怎么做?
我本来就是个呆子...怎么可能知道怎么解决这种事...
现在每天都看到情侣在我面前经过,
我都会望着他们......
起了妒忌的心而且会想,
我几时才会有跟你这样的情形出现?
真的好想唯有你,能让我真正的开心... [Frost^^]

Monday, August 24, 2009

后悔的事?

最近一直烦着一些我很后悔的事
弄到我晚上没一天好睡过
每天头脑里面就一直重复一样的问题
直到四,五点多凌晨
由于太累所以就会不知不觉地睡着了
在床上呆了足足几个小时
就只是想着那些事而已..

我恨我自己为什么那么胆小?
我恨我自己为什么总是喜欢发呆?
我恨我自己为什么那么懒惰?
可是我怎么恨我自己也好,这些都可以慢慢的改去的

很多人因为做了一件事而后悔
他们会说后悔已经来不及了
而我却不同
我是因为没有做到而后悔...
什么事我是不会说
可是因为我没做到
带给那个人一个大大的失望
虽然她没有跟我说,
可是我知道的..我令她失望了..
而且她在我面前还装什么事都没有..
我恨我自己为什么总是把不好的,不愉快的事情都给了她
我恨我自己为什么那么没用...
连一点点地小事都做不到
根本就不配做一个男生吧...

希望能快点见到你就好了
可是最近你特别忙..
都是因为该死的考试!
考试加油吧~
如果真的没空见面
我会等你考完试才跟你见面的
等你 = 开心 ^^
对我而言等待是福啊~呵呵

不想让你再次的对我失望了..
我会改变自己
我不能答应你什么
就说:我会尽力的吧~

Saturday, August 15, 2009

是开心还是伤心?



今天去看了"大内密探零零狗"
这套戏蛮好看的很多部分都令全场都笑了起来...
可是今天的我,一直只有短暂的笑容
笑的时候还带了点淡淡的感觉。
每当搞笑的部分一过,就变回苦苦的脸了..
心情差啊!!

不知道该怎么做才好...
每次见到她就什么都说不出
每次都想朋友般的聊天方式跟她说话
(也许连朋友都不如吧?我就是不知道该说什么好..)

就连看完戏回家的路途中,
我都一直没说话...只是在想
可是我真的不明白为什么?
为什么自己是个这么不会说话的人
为什么自己是个那么的胆小?
总是什么都不敢跟她说
或者该说是总是见到她就手忙脚乱的
脑袋也好像穿了个洞似的,什么都想不到
我真的不知道给怎么办才好...
从小我就不太喜欢多说
可是现在想说却说不出口
真是没用..

(Highlight to see hidden words)
好像抱着你说:我爱你,老婆仔

Monday, August 10, 2009

1st blog of the century =X

Wow! My first blog ever~
I'd never think of having a blog be4 this.
But I'm just too bored doing nothing everyday!
Boring life...